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ALICE MCKENNIS DURAN

Not Again.....NO

3/13/2013

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In the Garmisch Hospital...nice teammates came to visit!
Here I am again. Flat on my back icing another broken leg. Sweet.
Just when things were starting to feel really good again after my first broken leg, after my first World Cup victory and when my skiing was at its best I managed to destroy my other (right) tibia plateau into 30 plus pieces. UGHH. 


The screaming and crying and is over. Well, for the most part. I’d be lying if I didn’t expect a few more meltdowns before this whole thing is over, I’m a woman so it’s not my fault if I get emotional... Surgery was a success and each day the pain is a little less. Now it is the looming months ahead of physical therapy, gym time, return to snow and finally racing again that lie before me. It is no small task and is daunting I’ll admit. The thought
of returning from an even more severe injury than my last one scares me at times. Can I do it again? Can I force myself to maintain a positive outlook and never have any doubt in my mind that I will be fast again? That I will want to go fast again? That I will be ready in time for Sochi? All of these questions run through my mind daily…but there is only one answer and one choice. YES. 
I will put myself through the grind of physical therapy day after day, and maintain the positive attitude. Yes, I will want to go fast again, finding the trust will be hard but I have
done it before so I know it’s possible.  I will do everything in my power to be ready for Sochi, I can only hope and have the faith that I will be ready. The rest is beyond my control.

I hear from people every day that injuries “just happen” and it is a “bump in the road”, “you will learn so much about yourself”, “you can do this” yet it still doesn’t change the fact I am upset and angry that this has happened to me again. Not just a simple blow your ACL which I would trade for in a heartbeat for my pieced back together leg with 11 screws, a plate and 35 staples holding my flesh together at the moment.  I always thought I had paid my ski racing “injury dues” by breaking my other tibia plateau and even then I did not think I would finish the rest of my ski racing career unscathed. I expected bumps and bruises along the way but nothing this severe. 

But enough is enough, I could elaborate on my sad feelings for pages…but the reality is I am hurt, and I will recover, but there are people in much worse situations all over the world. I am sure some of them would trade for my broken leg any day compared to whatever they might be suffering through.  

To educate everyone a little more on the injury it is thus: my right lateral tibia plateau was fractured into 30 + pieces while being pushed laterally 1.5cmm. I also had a fracture diagonally/straight down the tibia which required the plate. Lucky for me all my ligaments were intact. Some miracle I guess! I keep obliterating my tibia plateaus but both times my ligaments had been uninjured. Crazy… There are more medical terms and smaller issues as well but since I’m not a doctor I’m not going to get into those details since I don’t really know what I’m talking about.

For the next eight weeks I will be on crutches doing a whole lot of quad sets, wall slides and other unexciting physical therapy stuff while also melting my brain with numerous TV shows and Movies. Don’t worry I actually have some online college classes planned in the meantime so I’m hoping to keep the brain melt to a minimum.  For now I am focused on the next eight weeks and will move onwards when the time comes to release me
from the crutches!  Thanks for all the love and support...the kind words do lift my spirits when I feel they can't get any lower!
One day at time…

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Pre-op fracture
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Post- op. Plate and 11 screws...
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Post-op again....ouchy
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35 staples....ouchy again
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I WILL BE BACK!
3 Comments
Justyna Moszczynska
3/13/2013 08:32:33 pm

Alice, you SURE will be back! I've seen your accident live in Garmisch and still have the goose bumps while thinking of it. US Speed Ski Team is the best in the world and undoubtedly you are a very important part of it. So... don't let your brain melt and, hopefully, see you next season somewhere in Europe :)

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Martin V
3/17/2013 06:50:15 am

Alice, are you sure you didnt go swimming with sharks? ... what a cut :( .. The season ended today, and you already are working on the next season, abit odd when you think about it. But thats makes me sure you will be there the next season. Try to stay positive, and dont watch to much television, instead write some stuff on you blog, it might be even therapeutic. Besides that, good reading food for us
all. I hope to see you in Sochi, greetings from a Ski freak from the Netherlands!

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Heinz (Switzerland, Europe) link
3/24/2013 06:34:43 am

Hi Alice
I wish you much strength. Strength on your way back to victory! You want to win again - we want to see an absolutely satisfied Alice ... like in St. Anton (to see on my website - resort "Ski Alpin" - "St. Anton 2013").
Greatings Heinz

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